Thursday, September 29, 2011

LESSON FOR THE DAY

Ok so I learned a good lesson today. ALWAYS LISTEN TO THE HOLY SPIRIT! ALWAYS! Yes I know you say I do I do. But do you listen to Him all of the time? I want you to really think about it and look back on all the time when you said “something told me to do…” or “I kept thinking that” “I should have listened to my first mind/thought” and the list goes on. Well if you are a born again believer/Christian then that was the Holy Spirit trying to remind you of something, warn you, and help you. He is so loving and patient with us he is the ultimate gentleman. He cares about us in every way weather it is big or small he cares about you in every way. Oh boy did he remind me of this yesterday and today!



Well last night the Holy Spirit was trying to warn me and help me but did I listen no! So on to the story.   I was doing laundry last night a load of dark clothes mostly blue jeans & basket ball shorts. Well some of the jeans I had not worn in a while so I figured no need to check the pockets I had probably already checked them before I put them in the hamper (so not like me not to double check pockets) & I usually clean out my pockets when I take them off. The whole time I keep thinking (I thought it was me lol) I need to check the pockets of my pants actually it was the Holy Spirit trying to help me out. Even while the load of laundry was washing I kept having the feeling/urge to go check the pockets of my pants did I do it NO.  Why? You may ask because I thought it was just me being paranoid/OCD about checking my pants pockets which I usually am.  I would check them over and over again lol. Well the next day while I am working out I see dark spots on my FAVORITE pair of red basketball shorts I figured oh they are old or maybe I got something on them on the way to workout NOT! As you probably figured out there was a pen in one of the pockets! It got on 2 pair of my basketball shorts and a pair of jeans I have had for a while but still wear & they fit really well it is hard for a girl to find a good pair of jeans lol ;-). Also one of my hair pins with a flower on it was in a pocket & got brokeL.  Thankfully there was not damage to all of my clothes God had my back!



The second story on the same lesson on listening to the Holy Spirit all in the same day. I went to Wally World Wal Mart for those who don’t know tonight to pick up few items to prepare to go out of town with. I had a budget of $20 in mind when I went into the store. I went $13 and some change over that budget. When I saw the total I chopped it up to Wally World will get you every time and a few added items I did not plan on getting. Well I paid the cashier and he gave me my change and I left not thinking a second thought. Well the Holy Spirit quickened me to check my receipt so glad He did! So I am walking toward the exit looking through my wallet I am with my mom and she is a fast walker so I tell her to slow down. As I am looking through my wallet I do not see the receipt I find an old receipt so I am thinking did he give me a receipt. He did I find it and look at my items on the receipt. Turns out I was charged twice for the same item which was peaches the price was $3.46 and another item had the wrong price on it. I go to the customer service desk to have it corrected. The item with the wrong price showed $8 and some change on the receipt but where I got it from said it was on clearance and should be $5 dollars. They sent someone to check on it $5 was the correct price. They made the corrections and refunded me my money which came to a little over $7. So glad I listened to the Holy Spirit He helped me so much



In the first story I could have spared myself some heartache  if I just would have listen to the Holy Spirit and not think “oh that is just me”  “oh no there is no need for me to do that”. The Holy Spirit knew those items were in my pants pockets I did not.  He was trying to help me and protect me. I say protect also because when I realized that that was ink on my basketball shorts and my jeans it hurt my feelings that I had messed them up. Also he knows that I am losing weight and had decide for my budget and goal purposes that I did not want to buy any clothes until I had lost a good amount of weight. Well now because I only have a couple of jeans that fit well I have to buy some more but I also know because he loves me so much he will bless me with funds to buy some. 

The second story I LISTENED & LEARNED! I checked that receipt just like the Holy Spirit wanted me to. I was rewarded for my obedience. If I would not have listened or checked my receipt later I would have lost out on that $7. He helped me He knew that I was on a budget and wanted only the best for me.



Often times we miss out on the little things thinking that they are too little for God. But know He cares about the littlest things in our lives things we don’t even think/know we care about. He cared about my clothes so much to warn me several times and for a whole laundry cycle he also cared about those $7 I was owed. That may seem so little but it is so big to Him! He loves us so much! He was not forceful or rude when he was telling me to check the laundry even when I did not listen he let me make my own choice He was a gentleman I did not listen. Sometimes we wonder why we can’t hear God in the big things or wonder if God even talks to us. Well it starts with the little things when you hear Him there you are more aware of Him speaking to you. He is talking to you it is a matter of you listening to Him that was the case with me. Once you master the little things then you will hear the big things loud and clear. You have to start somewhere first a crawl then you walk. There is nothing to small or too big for God


With all of my love
SORAYA
I pray that you all have ears to hear from God and A heart to receive what He has for you!

Monday, April 25, 2011

I Bawled like a baby

Sunday was Resurrection Sunday the day my Savior Jesus Christ rose from the grave and conquered the grave and defeated death! This to me is the most amazing thing ever! 1st off the fact that he loves me so much that He died for me and paid the price for my sins an innocent man who did no wrong to anyone. When He walked this earth He lived a sin free life He loved (and still loves) everyone He was a servant, a leader, a friend (the best friend you will ever have), son, and most of all my SAVIOR! 2nd He took the worse beating anyone could ever image for me!  He was publicly shamed for me! He had nails driven through His hands and feet for me!  He bleed and died for me! 3rd He conquered the grave for me so that I may have eternal life! He restored me to my Heavenly father so that we may have a relationship! He gave his all that I may have life more abundantly!

Ok I say all that to say this Sunday at church was a tear fest for me! First off they song one of my favorite songs at church Beautiful Exchange by Hillsong (I L.OV.E. THIS SONG).  They song it as a duet & I was like yes that is my song (yes MY song) while the couple song they played scenes from Passion of the Christ of Jesus being crucified and beaten on the large screens. As they sang the song I stood up and lifted my hands to worship my Holy God! Well the song goes on I begin to cry and am just over whelmed by his love and presence! I have only felt this way a few times in church I can probably count them on one hand. I know that my God is much more than a feeling and His love and presence is always with me but there was just something about yesterday’s service I nearly cried from beginning to end. I am just going to give you a few of the lyrics and tell you what they mean to me then I will post all the lyrics bellow and you tell me what some of them mean to you.

  The first verse says so much

“You were near
Though I was distant
Disillusioned I was
Lost and insecure


Still mercy fought
For my attention
You were waiting at the door
Then I let you in


Trading your life
For my offenses
For my redemption
You carried all the blame


Breaking the curse
Of our condition
Perfection took our place”




I accepted Christ as my savior at a young age but I know I was distant from Him many times in life He was always right there waiting on me but I would be running to friend or just plain old angry and bitter at life and did not turn to Him. I had dissolutions of myself thoughts that disagreed with what/who God says I am. He was always there always loving me when I did not love myself He is always pursuing me! Revelations 3:20NIV says “Here I am! I stand at the door and knock if anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person and they with me.” Once I let Him in accepted all that He did me I was freed from insecurities, blame guilt and anything else that is associated with the fall of man. He redeemed us! He took traded all of our bad stuff for all of His Greatness! This brings me to tears to know this great love!



Chorus:
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange



Only TRUE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE could do this for me for the entire world whoever wants it! Jesus gave His wonderful, sin free, and healthy life for us so that we could live! He took our sins our sicknesses, insecurities, and shame… (Which He had none of) and replaced them with FORGIVNESS, HEALING/HEALTH, He gave us IDENTITY in Him. There are not enough words to say how beautiful this exchange is He gave us His strength for our weaknesses



I think I am going to do a second blog on the rest of the lyrics because the more I listen to the song and read the lyrics the more I see. I would love to know what the lyrics mean to you post a comment or email me at sorayajb.thoughts@gmail.com



LOVE ALWAYS

SORAYA

Joshua 1:5 NIV5 No one will be able to stand against you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you.



BEAUTIFUL EXCHANGE BY HILLSONG

You were near
Though I was distant
Disillusioned I was
Lost and insecure


Still mercy fought
For my attention
You were waiting at the door
Then I let you in


Trading your life
For my offenses
For my redemption
You carried all the blame


Breaking the curse
Of our condition
Perfection took our place


Chorus:
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange


My burden erased
My life forgiven
There is nothing that could take this love away
And my only desire and sole ambition
Is to love you just the same


Chorus:
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange
When only love could break these chains
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange



Bridge:
Holy are you God
Holy is your name
With everything I’ve got
My heart will sing how I love you

Monday, April 11, 2011

My First Blog YAY ME!

Ok it's my first blog ever in life. I have been wanting to blog for a while well since the beginning of 2011 lol. So I do not proclaim to be a writer or a grammar professor so there will be grammar errors and spelling mistakes. I am going to write from the heart on a range of topics from my hair to my faith just about things I love and am passionate about. Usually things will fall in these five topic areas Social, Spiritual, Physical, Economics, Mental these are the five areas that we all deal with. I am not sure how often I will update my blog I am going to shoot for once a week (but don't hold me to that).

Just a little back ground on me I am Soraya J Brown (of course). I love life! God has brought me so far and no one really knows how far he has brought me except for Him (I will talk about my story in this blog). I am who I am where I am because of Him. God has given me the most amazing family, friends, & church. I attend the most LOVING church in the entire world Faith Chapel Christian Center this is where I developed my relationship with Jesus and not just have fire insurance. Come Visit us one Sunday or Wednesday for service you can also check us out online www.faithchapel.net.  My biological family is amazing even though they are a little goofy (that’s put nicely) I would not exchange them for anything! My chosen family (friends) is a group of awesome on fire people for God. I know most of my friends from 1 of 2 places church or The Basement. I am a part of an awesome move of God here in B’ham & across the world called The Basement check it out at www.thebasementonline.com. The people here are world changers and on fire for God and I am so glad that I met them and that they are a part of my life. Ok that was just a brief (and I mean brief) summary of who I am and what goes on in my life you will read much more



Love always Soraya