Monday, April 25, 2011

I Bawled like a baby

Sunday was Resurrection Sunday the day my Savior Jesus Christ rose from the grave and conquered the grave and defeated death! This to me is the most amazing thing ever! 1st off the fact that he loves me so much that He died for me and paid the price for my sins an innocent man who did no wrong to anyone. When He walked this earth He lived a sin free life He loved (and still loves) everyone He was a servant, a leader, a friend (the best friend you will ever have), son, and most of all my SAVIOR! 2nd He took the worse beating anyone could ever image for me!  He was publicly shamed for me! He had nails driven through His hands and feet for me!  He bleed and died for me! 3rd He conquered the grave for me so that I may have eternal life! He restored me to my Heavenly father so that we may have a relationship! He gave his all that I may have life more abundantly!

Ok I say all that to say this Sunday at church was a tear fest for me! First off they song one of my favorite songs at church Beautiful Exchange by Hillsong (I L.OV.E. THIS SONG).  They song it as a duet & I was like yes that is my song (yes MY song) while the couple song they played scenes from Passion of the Christ of Jesus being crucified and beaten on the large screens. As they sang the song I stood up and lifted my hands to worship my Holy God! Well the song goes on I begin to cry and am just over whelmed by his love and presence! I have only felt this way a few times in church I can probably count them on one hand. I know that my God is much more than a feeling and His love and presence is always with me but there was just something about yesterday’s service I nearly cried from beginning to end. I am just going to give you a few of the lyrics and tell you what they mean to me then I will post all the lyrics bellow and you tell me what some of them mean to you.

  The first verse says so much

“You were near
Though I was distant
Disillusioned I was
Lost and insecure


Still mercy fought
For my attention
You were waiting at the door
Then I let you in


Trading your life
For my offenses
For my redemption
You carried all the blame


Breaking the curse
Of our condition
Perfection took our place”




I accepted Christ as my savior at a young age but I know I was distant from Him many times in life He was always right there waiting on me but I would be running to friend or just plain old angry and bitter at life and did not turn to Him. I had dissolutions of myself thoughts that disagreed with what/who God says I am. He was always there always loving me when I did not love myself He is always pursuing me! Revelations 3:20NIV says “Here I am! I stand at the door and knock if anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person and they with me.” Once I let Him in accepted all that He did me I was freed from insecurities, blame guilt and anything else that is associated with the fall of man. He redeemed us! He took traded all of our bad stuff for all of His Greatness! This brings me to tears to know this great love!



Chorus:
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange



Only TRUE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE could do this for me for the entire world whoever wants it! Jesus gave His wonderful, sin free, and healthy life for us so that we could live! He took our sins our sicknesses, insecurities, and shame… (Which He had none of) and replaced them with FORGIVNESS, HEALING/HEALTH, He gave us IDENTITY in Him. There are not enough words to say how beautiful this exchange is He gave us His strength for our weaknesses



I think I am going to do a second blog on the rest of the lyrics because the more I listen to the song and read the lyrics the more I see. I would love to know what the lyrics mean to you post a comment or email me at sorayajb.thoughts@gmail.com



LOVE ALWAYS

SORAYA

Joshua 1:5 NIV5 No one will be able to stand against you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you.



BEAUTIFUL EXCHANGE BY HILLSONG

You were near
Though I was distant
Disillusioned I was
Lost and insecure


Still mercy fought
For my attention
You were waiting at the door
Then I let you in


Trading your life
For my offenses
For my redemption
You carried all the blame


Breaking the curse
Of our condition
Perfection took our place


Chorus:
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange


My burden erased
My life forgiven
There is nothing that could take this love away
And my only desire and sole ambition
Is to love you just the same


Chorus:
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange
When only love could break these chains
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange



Bridge:
Holy are you God
Holy is your name
With everything I’ve got
My heart will sing how I love you

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